Thursday, July 15, 2010

I am weary.

It has been one month since my last post.
I have been struggling.
Struggling with my feelings.
Things have been changing in my life and I'm not quite sure how to handle them.
The only constant is that I am here, it is now.
Everyday, I wake up and all I know is that I am.
I do not feel good all the time. I do not feel bad all the time, but I always am.

The fear of every new day is my new challenge.
I wake up and tell myself "Elise, DO NOT fear the unknown!"

My life is now only about me, and how I see the world and the people in it.

My new goals are to find love in everyone and everything, to feel compassion.
Although I am living my darkest days, I have never been so positive in my whole existence.

Life is a struggle. Life is a lesson. And I am ready to try my hardest and to learn all about ME and about life.