Foods.

Here is a list of foods that I crave, but once I eat them feel dissatisfied:
-Pizza
-Frozen Yogurt
-Cereal
-Eggo Waffles
-Yogurt with granola... I always say "Next time I'll just eat the granola" but no.
-Dirty brand chips
-Sandwiches from Billy's Deli... I know I know, Billy's is the best, but I would rather just eat the cheese and pickles alone instead of the whole sandwich from there, I think I only like homemade sandwiches.


These are only the ones I can think of.

I have some horrible problem where I will think that one of these foods sounds good, eat it, and then feel either sick or just not satisfied at all. So I am going to start to try very hard to remind myself that eating these foods is not worth it and I should stop myself before I even start.


It's so funny to me how much I talk to myself, well in my head. But I am constantly either encouraging myself to do better or warning myself of things that I am about to do. For example, the whole time I am working out, I can't even listen to music because all I can think about is the voice in my head saying "don't stop, it doesn't really hurt, think about how good you will feel after"
I know this is a good thing and I'm pretty sure it is what most people call a conscience, but it just makes me laugh when I realize that I am actually just listening to myself.

Lauren Valladares Quote of the Day.

So this quote is from last week but it is a goodie!

"I feel like I'm gonna pinch one off."

(Setting: We are sitting at a park and Lauren got the urge to poo)

This word vomit that comes out of her mouth is one of the reasons why I effing love her.

Globes.

We have these amazing little globes at my work right now, and Lauren and I were having too much fun with them today!

Missing persons.

It is time for a little hermitage.

I am tired of being social and I am ready for some ME time.

I'm going on a trip up North to Portland in a month. That will be nice, and until then I want to relax and avoid all human contact. Unfortunately I have a social job, but once I am off the clock, I will fall off the face of the Earth until my next shift.

Please don't think I am ignoring you because I don't like you or am mad at you, I am ignoring you because I need to be alone.

See you when I see you.

Photobooth.

Remember when you got your first laptop with a camera built on and you sat for hours taking photobooth pictures.

Well I rediscovered Photobooth:

Songs.

This song came on Pandora today, and it reminded me of one particular night a few years back.

It was so strange seeing you after only a few months of being apart. It took a long time to relearn all the things I already knew about you and me. It was weird and fun.




I can't believe that you're knocking,
knocking on my door
Oh, it's been so long, been so long

I can't believe that you're knocking,
knocking on my door
Oh, it's been so long, been so long
Fate has a way of showing
on where you belong
Oh, it's been so long, been so long

Sound of my heart's stopping
A surprising stop
It's been so long, been so long
Time has a way of knowing
what we have is strong
Oh, it's been so long, been so long.

-Vetiver

3 MILES

I ran three miles today... without stopping to walk. Never in my life have I even run one mile without stopping.


I feel very proud.